On Renee Nicole Good, Normalizing Murder When It's Not One of Your Own, and White Supremacist Terrorism

TW: Murder, domestic terrorism, white supremacist terrorism

ICE murdered Renee Nicole Good in Minneapolis yesterday because they know that they can. Even with multiple videos of the murder being shared across every form of media possible, showing that this was indeed an unnecessary, murderous act, ICE agents know that they can kill, kidnap, assault, harass, and terrorize communities across this country without facing any repercussions.

Y’all’s president and his cabinet have spent the last 24 hours gaslighting us, telling us that Renee tried to “run over an ICE agent” and that other citizens who witnessed a murder in real time were “paid actors.” If you’ve watched any of the videos of the incident, you know good and well that everything they’re trying to force you to accept is a lie. The male of pallor news cycle has also been on the “she deserved it” bandwagon, saying everything they can to paint Renee’s murder as justifiable.

If you’re Black, Brown, Indigenous, a person of color, and/or a member of the LGBTQIAA+ community?

That all sounds like another Thursday.

The current precedent is that anyone viewed as an emissary of white supremacist terrorism can murder and terrorize people they view as an affront to white supremacy in front of a crowd of citizens and then “Jedi mind trick” their way out of any consequences for their actions to the point that the majority of the public forgets about what happened in seven days or less. The truth is, none of this is new. This level of whiteness and bigotry has always driven the normalization of the harm of Black, Indigenous, and Latino communities, communities of color, and LGBTQIAA+ communities on this stolen land we live on.

And please don’t act like you didn’t know this.

If you’re a person of pallor, you’ve been hearing and seeing testimonials and video footage from Black, Brown, and Indigenous folx for most of your life. You’ve seen the pleas for help and support from communities being terrorized or murdered by white supremacy for decades. You’ve seen white supremacist terrorists take people’s breath away with knees to their necks, kick in their doors and gun them down in cold blood, hang melanated bodies from trees, conduct mass shootings at our gathering places and celebrations, and now be mobilized by your government to kidnap and kill. Some of y’all have marched, protested, pushed for your state representatives to do better, and have been legitimate allies in fighting for others, and I appreciate y’all. But real talk?

The rest of y’all didn’t start caring about the oppression and murder of others until your government started blatantly attacking, harming, terrorizing, and murdering people of pallor in the same ways they’ve been targeting, terrorizing, and killing non-white and non-hetero communities for over a century.

Renee Nicole Good’s murder should be mourned. Renee’s family and community deserve justice. Her murderer should be held accountable. But let’s call a spade a spade: it shouldn’t take people of pallor being endangered in the same ways that melanated and queer communities are endangered every damn day for people of pallor to give a damn about white supremacy and its harmful impacts. And the fact that so many of y’all don’t get it to the point where y’all are out here acting shocked that something like this could happen, and co-opting the “Say Her Name” hashtag, a hashtag created by Black communities to amplify those murdered at the hands of white supremacist policing and terrorists who are regularly ignored by white supremacist media and social mores, to talk about Renee shows how you’re more uncomfortable with the fact that you couldn’t ignore a woman of pallor being murdered in the same ways you ignore everyone else being murdered more than anything else.

We’ve grown tired of asking people of pallor to show up for what seems like time immemorial. Most of us have just stopped asking because what’s the point? But now that the white supremacists are essentially killing and terrorizing their own, how long will y’all care? How long will y’all stay in the fight for justice and safety for everyone in your community, not just people of pallor? You’re angry about what happened. Will you carry that anger and energy into the next time a Black, Brown, or Indigenous person is murdered by white supremacist terrorists? Or will most of y’all be on to the next thing by next week?

We already know the answer.

We won’t be holding our breath waiting for you to prove us wrong.

(Sidenote: I haven’t watched any of the videos and do not plan on watching them. I have a strict personal policy around watching footage of anyone being murdered. If you do watch or have watched any of the videos out there of Ms. Good’s murder, please take care of yourself.)

On Genocidal Holidays, Pallor Fragility, and Willful Ignorance

I haven't wished people a "Happy Thanksgiving" for years. I don't think this federal holiday deserves well-wishes for obvious (terroristic, white supremacist, big colonizer energy) reasons. Instead, when people who celebrate the holiday wish me a Happy Thanksgiving or ask me what I'm doing for the holiday, I state that I don't observe the holiday - no extra context or nothing, because I expect most adults to get it without me spelling it out. I then mention that I hope they're celebrating this holiday with intentionality and an understanding of the historical context of the holiday and its branding.

And whew, y'all.

People of pallor do not like it when I say that. Not one bit.

You should see their reactions, y'all. They either say something like, "Well, I hope you have a Happy Thanksgiving anyway, Pharoah" with that Karen/Kevin energy with their face all contorted with derision or find a way to get away from me as soon as possible and end the conversation they initiated. And it's funny to me that they do this, because it proves that many people of pallor can only exist and operate in a space that caters to them willingly ignoring how harmful so many things in pallor culture, society, and history really are.

You know you can have some turkey on Thursday with your family while acknowledging how funky Thanksgiving as a holiday and concept really is, right? It doesn't have to take away from the meal.

You can be thankful for the blessings you have while also having the fortitude to digest and understand history and educate others on how harmful this week's festivities can be for Native and Indigenous communities and tribes.

It doesn't have to be one or the other.

Knowledge and empathy should always trump feeling cozy in ignorance.

Just sayin'.

And most of y'all's turkeys be dry anyway, so is being willfully ignorant and eatin' unmoisturized meat worth it?

On Chet, Sheryl, and Not Addressing Elephants Trampling Us So Y'all Can Maintain White Comfort

TW: brief mentions of sexual harassment, assault, misgendering

You want to know one of my many white supremacist workplace culture pet peeves?

When everyone on the team or in a small company gets "reprimanded" or "coached" for something that one person has said or done. And we all know who did or said the thing but we all have to pay for it more than the people doing and saying the harmful and hateful things.

I loathe being in a meeting and a supervisor wants to stress the importance of respecting people's pronouns when we all know Sheryl is the one person on the team who gleefully misgenders people and disrespects pronouns.

I abhor everyone on the team having to take the online sexual harassment training for the umpteenth time this year because, for some reason, serial sexual harasser Chet is never fully held accountable for being scum that most of us have filed complaints about until it's way too late and he physically assaults someone.

The white supremacist workplace culture's right to comfort and fear of open conflict nonsense ensures that harmful people maintain status and employment instead of being shown the door.

Making all of us redo trainings or sit through group-wide "coaching sessions" that should be meant for Chet and Sheryl alone to make it clear to them that their words or actions have consequences ensures that Sheryl and Chet will continue doing harm and keeping the toxicity of your workplace nice and elevated.

But you know, let's prioritize that comfort, civility, and collegiality until the inevitable lawsuits come, right?

This Week's Opening Thought: October 13, 2025

This week’s opening thought - a personally hand-drawn bit of energy for a country still celebrating a national holiday based on white supremacy, colonialism, racism, and revisionist history.

Today is Indigenous Peoples’ Day. Period. Don’t be comin’ ’round here tryin’ to shout the praises of the mediocre male of pallor who “discovered America” because, and I cannot stress this enough, you can’t discover something that was already inhabited and thriving before your colonizin’ nonsense touched its soil!

Geezus.

It’s ridiculous that we’re still discussing how we should all accept the whitewashing and gaslighting of colonialism, oppression, and murder, especially around topics we all have the facts on and have had said facts at our disposal for countless decades.

Do better.


[Image description: A middle finger surrounded by a simple wreath of roses. A banner saying “Fuck Columbus” can be seen below the hand extending the middle finger.]

Image description: A middle finger surrounded by a simple wreath of roses. A banner saying “Fuck Columbus” can be seen below the hand extending the middle finger.

This Week's Opening Thought: September 29, 2025

This week's opening thought: For those not in the know, I live in "war ravaged" Portland, Oregon. You know, that place y'all's president said was on fire, overrun with violence, and 5 minutes away from devolving into Mad Max Fury Road levels of dystopia.

I was at the farmer's market Saturday morning in "war ravaged" Portland and y'all's president was right! There's just SO much danger here, y'all! Like, how am I supposed to fight these great prices on winter squash without y'all's president's help to keep me safe from getting produce right from the farmers themselves?!

Geezus christ.

If you believe that Portland is a fiery hellscape wrought with danger and violence, I've got some lakefront property in the Nevada desert to sell you for $1 a yard.

Portland has seen sizable decreases in homicides and shootings this year, down by 52% and 33% respectively from last year's numbers. Robberies and aggravated assaults? Also down. These numbers reflect one of the steepest declines among major U.S. cities surveyed regarding crime data.

So, am I scared? Do I need y'all's president to come and save me?

Hell no.

I'm not scared of folx struggling with homelessness, mental health, and addictions. Those folx need help, support, and resources, because all of those issues often stem from poverty, a lack of privilege, generational and societal trauma, and a capitalist white supremacist culture.

I'm not scared of crime in a metropolitan city. I grew up in Detroit, Michigan in the 80s and 90s. It's gonna take a lot more than the crime that Portland does struggle with to put fear in my heart regarding walking around and living in this city. And that crime? Also often stems from poverty, a lack of privilege, generational and societal trauma, and a capitalist white supremacist culture.

So no, I'm not scared living in a city where I can walk freely around downtown Portland and damn near every neighborhood I go and encounter dozens of people with clipboards seeking signatures for causes they champion before finding myself facing a potentially dangerous encounter with someone who needs our society to care about and help them.

Y'all's president could be helping Portland and countless cities across this country with funding for addiction services and addressing our ever-increasing local and national homeless crisis, but nope. He'd rather send in the National Guard to basically beat up folx with addictions, homeless folx, folx in crisis, and people peacefully protesting the inhumanity of Immigration and Customs Enforcement.

His goal is to make non-dangerous places supremely dangerous for everyone living and working here to feed his narrative that "liberal cities" and "antifa" are a danger to the "[U.S.] American way of life" and harm and kill folx who protest and oppose him.

Portlanders: let's not give him what he wants.

Chill.

Have a beer.

And leave 'em to record themselves picking up trash, just like they're doing in D.C.

Taxpayer dollars at work.